New Beginnings

Since finishing college and getting a pass, I am now on my way to going University of the Arts London in September to study Set Design for Stage and Screen; now I'm not the best of people when it comes to dealing with change, but I have a feeling that good things will come my way in September.
I haven't really had the best of luck at the moment with money since paying out £180 to a fake site that I thought was selling Reading Festival tickets, technically I've paid £360 for a ticket so it best be bloody good!
My luck hasn't gone well with my health either as I've had a chest infection for at least a month and 3 weeks and the doctors that I've been to see are terrible! Let alone trying to even book an appointment as you have to call up on the day to book one for that day, and if you miss out on that day you can book one for the next day, no no, you then have to call up the next day and hope for the best. All I can say is I hope I'm all okay when it comes to going away on my first mates holiday with the girls and Jermaine to Malia.
By the end of August I hope to have had one of the best summers; being okay with all my mates, actually having money in my bank account, and having my student halls sorted so that I'll be ready for September.
All I can do is hope.

Time flys by when your having fun...

Wow, who would of thought that I would actually be completing my Foundation Diploma and off to university in September? To think in a week it will all be over; my exhibition would have finished, and I will be taking all my art work home. From then until September I will be living it up with my buds throughout the summer, going in Malia in July, then Reading in August...
I have met so many amazing people this year, and got closer also to some amazing people. I am lucky to have these people in my life, and I hope much doesn't change when I go London in September (even though I know it will, but who can blame me for wishing?)
I hope they all realise how much they all mean to me, cause I wouldn't be where I am/who I am without them.

Will I ever learn?

From now on I have come to realise that I am staying out of any feuds that consist of one mate and another mate. I get too emotional in dilemmas that don't include me, but somehow by the end of it I'm one of the deepest in the mess.

I'm hurting too many people, including myself and I'm just not strong enough. So I now consider myself as neutral ground to anyone that asks.
I am no longer going to hurt those who are closest to me.