get my lungs sorted!

This is not one of the best weeks for me since the beginning of the year, don't get me wrong it wasn't the worst (that ones probably coming soon) I did have some fun times at the previous weekend. It was just as soon as Monday occured I knew this wasn't the week for me.

I had my first uni interview, to which I was told that my drawing skills weren't that good, and that with the work in my portfolio they would normally suggest a foundation year before going uni, but they said they realised that I was already on one, and so didn't know what to say. Fantastic no? what a way to boost my confidence.

This was only the start as i then had a doctors appointment on Wednesday about why I've had pains in my chest and why my breathing is bad. My asthma nurse came to the realisation, with all the tests I have been doing with my asthma, that my asthma is not the problem and to make an appointment with the doctors, when she could have told me this back in July last year. Apparently for my height, weight, and age my breathing was better than someone that is similar to me without asthma. And that my peak flow, when at its worst was the same as someone without asthma at its best. I suppose thats what you get from the lungs of someone dancing for 14 years. So I now don't know what's actually occuring with my body, but im still holding on to doing my dealing with black market dealers on a new set of lungs.

I also need to come to realise that even though I can't see how much is in my bank account when I pay by my card at the till that it is not never ending. I now have £55 to last me til Feb 26th. This will never happen. So now i have to work stupid amounts to put money back into the account, when i should really be doing work on the 2 topics I got from college during this "independant learning week". When the tutors only want a week off for themselves to relax, what a joke, they expect us to work instead.

I should really get my butt into gear.